Agoraphobia101 http://www.agoraphobia101.com Greetings,
My
name is Robert O’Donnell and I was born in 1948 in Philadelphia, PA. I was adopted as an infant by a couple of
great and extremely patient
people. They were and always will be…
just Mom and Dad to me.
I am an Agoraphobic?
I
consider myself recovered…
but not cured. I even had a relapse 5 years ago. But I got out again quickly… as now I know
how to deal with Agoraphobia. I have
been battling this monster for a long time.
Needlessly I may add.
I
have suffered from, continued to learn about, and finally recovered from
Agoraphobia. This has been a long and painful battle, on me and my friends and
family. This is something I would never
wish on anyone…
I
will say this now and repeat this
many times in my book. No one deserves to be housebound? Agoraphobia for me and most people… started
with having continued “panic attacks”.
Both
spontaneous and anticipated attacks started happening more often and at an
increased intensity.
They
(the panic attacks) continued right through the 1980’s. Remember there was no help back then. Not even bad help.
In
my book I try not to bash doctors and caregivers but for many years and even
today people just don’t “get it”.
Agoraphobia
is a crippling disorder and a true disability.
If you have symptoms (see my link on what is agoraphobia on my cover
page) get informed. If you don’t buy my
book?
…Fine..,
but get some help somehow, somewhere.
I
would hate to see anyone suffer as bad and as long as I have. With proper knowledge you will not need to.
But take some action because things
will get worse without help. Trust me on
that…?
If
you want to know a bit more about me you can read on. My book is very personal and although I have
nothing to hide or be ashamed of, I
believe to be helped you need to really know the truth, the facts and what a fellow sufferer has been
through.
Your best teacher and therapist will be
someone who has been there and back!
Although
an only child I would consider my childhood to be as normal as any other. I was raised just outside of Philly. In the suburb of Havertown.
Agoraphobia
started around the age of 30 after a series or anxiety issues and eventually
leading to Panic Attacks. By 1980 I was becoming housebound.
I
was married young and talk about this factor in the book Agoraphobia101 and due
to the early marriage dropped my scholarship to collage to pursue a career in
Restaurant management. Up until then I
had been an hourly employee making a whopping $1.00 an hour. Nope not Mac’s, I was employed by a company
called Gino’s.
I
stayed with the company until 1980 and it was prior to leaving that the anxiety
part of my life began. The agoraphobia
started (although I had no idea at the time what I had?), shortly after I left
Gino’s 17 year run. A lot of my stress
and anxiety issues revolved around the restaurant days. And a very stressful marriage did not help
matters?
Today
I live in a rural area in New England. I
opened restaurants for Gino’s in the 1970’s in and around the Boston area, so I
always had a liking for New England. I
spent the very few days off that I got in New Hampshire. Cruising in my MGB.
I
returned to the Philly area in 1975 after the death of my Mother and took care
of my Father until he died in 1983. In
1985 my family and I moved back to New England.
Sorry...this is boring and confusing me too?
Anyway
I have been Agoraphobic and sometimes housebound since somewhere around
1983. The panic attacks were getting
worse and they were keeping me from going out more and more each year. I worked for a few years as a head
groundskeeper at a high class tennis club in Philly for a few years after Gino’s
but after 1985, and my final move back to New England, I never worked “full
time” for an employer again.
I
always found a home based business to work and my wife worked so I became a
stay at home dad. This did not help the
Agoraphobia. But it helped me get by.
My
wife and I split up in 1991 and then I became a single dad. More pressure, but actually the best career I
ever really had and I enjoyed my kids growing up a lot.
Today
I continue to be self employed and work mostly online. I use eBay and other forms of marketing to
make a living. I do not make money with
Agoraphobia101…
I
consider myself recovered but not cured.
I even had a relapse 5 years ago.
But got out again quickly as now I know how to deal with
Agoraphobia. I have been battling this
monster for a long time. Needlessly I
may add.
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